OK.. here is my version of invitation for micanvas..%&%%(*%&*^%&*%$*included!!

The lure ofdarkness

Brought strom of gloom

Those who were kings once

Lives with the fear of doom

Crash,sacks,remorse and loss

Sitting idle, still waiting for hope?

We are working on wor;d to be

Here we are creating our own legacy

If U think u got brain and might

We invite you in the league of knights



Are you in the league of those who live by the rules.

Are you one of those who feels questioning is unnecessary

Are you someone who believes in the supremacy of conventional thinking



STAY AWAY!!!

Coz the war is bloody and brutal. Every thought of your will be tested. Every brain cell will be torched. Coz we are laying the stepping stone of change.



This November MICANVAS will be presenting THE MARKET RENAISSACE

World won’t be same again!!






ok.. wteva.. no comments needed..!

n here is my creatives for sankalp

Smoke..
LOve Lust Hope
Smoke..
Life Pain Dope
In the end
all i have..
One more breath!
One more drag!!

NIL-Lofer, the day i met her!

ok.. it's been just a week in MICA n i am given to do what i always wanted to do. i am acting in a play. here i am plying Nilofer who is a lesbian. just in a week MICA has taught me a lot of things. i would not say it came as a schock to me. because it didn't. i always knew a world like this exsisted some where.. or must i say.. this is the real world. i am simnply living in it now.

as it's like with everything else in me, i do get over confident about my acting abilities as well. i did put loads of effort n passion in nilofer during the first two days of the rehearsals but couldn't get it right. i was like.. i wasn't able to identify with her. i went ot my director n asked him few questions about who nilofer is.. n how is she like.

he told me.. nilofer is a very sweet, helping, caring girl. who talks a lot, who smiles a lot, who take responsibilities and carries them well. she is the girl whom any boy/girl would want as their partner. she had this very loving, nice, luxurious, comfortable upbringing. she IS the PERFECT WOMAN. n more.. SHE KNOWS IT.

after this i finally realized where i went wrong. n my found was very shocking. for past two days i was actually tring to find out the faults, flaws, reasons, or something/anything wrong which happened in nilofer's life because of which she became a lesbian. n after the talk i realized, she got no flaws. she IS a lesbian. it's her being.


i would say, i am very open minded. if ever questioned i would have replied that i got no problems with homo-sexuals what so ever. but i foud out in my mind some where i did got few prejudes about their exsistance. i failed to accept that they are what they are.. n no one needs a reason to be what he/she is.

i don't know how much i have imbibed this fact in me now.. but yes.. i have realised it though.
thanx to the director!!!




p.s. things to i need to work upon..->

1. To ask right questions
2. do something about my sleep.
3. choose how i want my life to be like.
4. stop running from responsibilities.


ok.. lets c where it takes me.!!!